What is it that you expect from yourself with all of this? What are the pros and cons of pursuing your dreams? How do you handle the obstacles, negatives, barriers, and the normal everyday expectations placed upon you? What are the single most obstacles you feel is or may keep you from realizing your dreams? Do you support your dream(s) with a strong desire or a weak one? It is said a small fire gives off little heat. How much fuel do you place on your fire?
How realistic is your dream? And finally, how would you handle it if it never happened?
I believe all of you have a reason and path to realize your dream(s). It is my wish that each and every one of you at least experience some great part of it sooner or later if not all of it for the rest of your lives!
Me, I'm just a lawnmower...