OK I'm having one of the worst nights of my life. My wife, Zoe suffers from bipolar disorder, which we discovered when she made two suicide attempts a couple of years back.
For the last month or so things have been getting really bad again - her meds seem to have stopped being effective, and they're still experimenting to find replacement alternatives. She's now under the care of a crisis team who call every day, and my mum spends the rest of the day with her, till I get home from work.
Tonight Zoe came home from work in the worst state I have ever seen her. She was agitated beyond belief, and didn't know how to fight the urge to kill herself. So I took her to hospital in the hope that they would admit her, but they've simply discharged her with a sleeping tablet, which should stop her being able to do anything silly in the night.
Those of you who do pray, please include us in your prayers and ask that we get through the week.